Hi M
From what you say I think you are jumping ahead of yourself in trying to pee at urinals. I suggest you concentrate on getting comfortable peeing standing in a cubicle, with others in the facility. Start with the door closed and locked; then progress to unlocked, then letting the door stay open. When you can do that reliably when there are others in the toilet, it is a smaller step to move to a urinal. Even then make that step one of faking until the novelty wears off and only then introduce peeing.
So you see it is a series of smaller steps, and you needto accept that it will take as long as it takes; however the result will be more reliable.
How does that sound?
Andrew
1 year 3 months ago