Hi Ricky.
You say that other people on here were concentrating on life issues, happiness and fulfilment but seeing as this doesn’t seem to be your goal then you will find that other people that suffer with a.p will have the same goal as you because not everybody is the same and some have more in common with us than we know in this inconvenient condition.
I totally recommend you try a virtual workshop and form an opinion once you have actually been in a room with men with the same condition.