Posted by Joe on 30/10/2009, 12:23 am, in reply to "Re: what AP has done to me"
it's hard to explain without writing a full page response.
but...support by those around me, is one thing i don't have.
my only outlet for getting things off my chest, are on forums.
and personal interaction, is vacant in my life. it doesnt exist.
and forums do not offer...what personal interaction offers.
i do feel better after releasing on a forum, but it's just not the same.
within the last year?
i had met a lady...we got along great together for about 6 months.
we could talk about anything and our conversations would last hours. literally.
but when i finally had the courage, opened up and explained about me being paruretic?
within a week...she stopped speaking to me completely.
and one of the last things she said to me was...
i want a man who doesn't have a weak mind.
that, is the kind of support i get when i open up about being paruretic.
and its like that with anyone i have the courage to open up with...anyone.
it's not just women i meet...it's men too.
i have a life time of rejection stories.
its just so complicated to explain.
i have often wondered if i should write a book
but the problem is...i dont know how.480
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